i love them but
my current friends arent REAL friends

im not having enough fun
i cant be my true self

im lonely

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sunday was one year since we first met!

honestly i really think this is the most impossible thing ever!!!

im not giving up though

am making budgets for myself… i am spending more than i have coming in! although this month Ive had to splash out on festival spending money and next month my hair cut and colour!

am handing out CVs tommorow for a second job, if thoose applications aren’t sucessful I’ll ask for more hours where I work now!

uncle has sold all my old CDs just waiting to see how much cash comes in from there and I have bags and bags of clothes and stuff which I was gonna ive to charity but I’m gonna sell them at a jumble sale instead and donate whatever doesnt sell :)

bought a pretty bumper sticker for my car (only cost £1.50 for the record) which says “fuled by fairylove”
really want my car now :P

only worth doing because it meant i got to have a good weekend with my friends.

it rained the whole time and tbh there isnt all that much to do there especially when youve never heard of any of the bands!

ross noble was brilliant though
and i feel in love with the tiny tea tent and grannys gaff

i have a handful of CVs ready to distribute! :)

loves it! :)